U\u017e dlouho m\u00e1m pot\u0159ebu se vzd\u011bl\u00e1vat a do toho \u0159ad\u00edm i r\u016fzn\u00e9 seberozvojov\u00e9 kurzy. A tak jsem pro\u0161la \u0159adou zaj\u00edmav\u00fdch program\u016f, p\u0159e\u010detla mnoho knih (a mnoho jich taky odlo\u017eila), abych si tak n\u011bjak \u0159ekla, \u017ee jsem rozvinut\u00e1 a\u017ea\u017e.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Vn\u00edm\u00e1m, \u017ee c\u00edlem cel\u00e9ho sna\u017een\u00ed bylo p\u0159ijmout sebe samu a dost\u00e1t om\u00edlan\u00e9mu c\u00edli \u2013 st\u00e1t se sama sebou<\/strong>. Je pravda, \u017ee objevov\u00e1n\u00ed a odkr\u00fdv\u00e1n\u00ed skute\u010dn\u00fdch postoj\u016f a povahov\u00fdch rys\u016f bylo fakt dobrodru\u017en\u00e9. M\u011bla jsem o sob\u011b ur\u010ditou p\u0159edstavu a p\u0159\u00e1la jsem si, aby m\u011b tak vn\u00edmali i ostatn\u00ed. Realita byla trochu jinde. V\u0161echno ale d\u00edky skv\u011bl\u00fdm lidem, kter\u00e9 jsem potk\u00e1valo, dob\u0159e dopadlo. Kdy\u017e si p\u0159edstav\u00edm svoji du\u0161i, byla vyklizen\u00e1, uklizen\u00e1 a celkem jsem ji i poznala a akceptovala.<\/p>\n

B\u011bhem toho v\u0161eho jsem postupn\u011b objala sv\u00e9ho vnit\u0159n\u00edho dosp\u011bl\u00e9ho, d\u00edt\u011b, svoji \u017eenu i mu\u017ee, neboli Animu a Anima, pak jsem dokonce obj\u00edmala sv\u00e9ho vnit\u0159n\u00edho idiota. U toho se mus\u00edm pozastavit. Zat\u00edmco v\u0161ichni ti p\u0159edchoz\u00ed se nech\u00e1vali laskat pom\u011brn\u011b ochotn\u011b, m\u016fj vnit\u0159n\u00ed idiot mi unikal. A\u017e kdy\u017e jsem ho ujistila, \u017ee ho fakt beru, \u017ee s\u00a0n\u00edm je sranda, \u017ee m\u00e1 neot\u0159el\u00e9 pohledy na sv\u011bt, tak se neochotn\u011b nechal. Nebyl toti\u017e zvykl\u00fd, aby si ho n\u011bkdo v\u016fbec v\u0161\u00edmal.<\/p>\n

Pak u\u017e jsem moc necht\u011bla nach\u00e1zet dal\u0161\u00ed postavy, ani u\u017e mi nikdo nechyb\u011bl. P\u0159ipadala jsem si cel\u00e1 a v pohod\u011b. Ale stalo se to na kurzu improvizace (hrav\u00e1 p\u0159\u00edtomnost). Tam jsme m\u011bli vystoupit p\u0159ed ostatn\u00edmi s vnit\u0159n\u00edm dialogem. Nik\u00fdm nezvan\u00e1, nik\u00fdm ne\u010dekan\u00e1 p\u0159i\u0161la moje mrcha. Byla to ta, co mi hned vynadala<\/strong>, co\u017ee to tam p\u0159edv\u00e1d\u00edm. A co si od toho vlastn\u011b slibuju? A nem\u011bla bych se v\u011bnovat rad\u011bji n\u011b\u010demu jin\u00e9mu?<\/p>\n

To fakt byla palba. Ale jsem si \u0159ekla, \u017ee kdy\u017e u\u017e do\u0161la, tak a\u0165 to vid\u00ed. Stalo se, \u017ee najednou ona byla ta, kdo mi dod\u00e1val odvahu, kdo mi najednou p\u0159estal vy\u010d\u00edtat, ale naopak m\u011b postr\u010dila, \u017ee kdy\u017e u\u017e tam jednou jsem, tak a\u0165 to zkus\u00edm naplno<\/strong>. Tak jsme spolu z\u016fstaly.<\/p>\n

Jestli bych tedy m\u011bla svoji \u010d\u016fzu p\u0159edstavit, \u0159ekla bych, \u017ee to je moje hor\u0161\u00ed j\u00e1, jen\u017ee z\u00a0pohledu chudinky, co sed\u00ed v\u00a0kout\u011b. V\u00a0d\u011btstv\u00ed se m\u011b sna\u017eili vychov\u00e1vat tak, abych byla ke v\u0161em mil\u00e1, pozorn\u00e1, hodn\u00e1,\u2026 Prost\u011b sed\u00e1vej, panenko, v\u00a0kout\u011b<\/strong>\u2026 Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee v tomto ohledu jsem musela sv\u00fdm rodi\u010d\u016fm zp\u016fsobit \u0159adu zklam\u00e1n\u00ed. V t\u00e9 dob\u011b se ta moje mrcha moud\u0159e schovala a \u010dekala na spr\u00e1vn\u00fd \u010das.<\/p>\n

Te\u010f je to ta, co kdy\u017e sly\u0161\u00ed nap\u0159\u00edklad v\u011btu: \u201eNo, nerad bych, aby to vypadalo, \u017ee se n\u011bjak vnucuju\u2026\u201c s\u00a0chladnou hlavou a klidem odpov\u00ed: \u201eVypad\u00e1 to tak.\u201c<\/p>\n

Nebo p\u0159ed nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fdm jedn\u00e1n\u00edm se p\u0159iprav\u00ed, uklidn\u00ed a pak s\u00e1z\u00ed argumenty. A taky leccos bez skurpul\u00ed glosuje. Je sobeck\u00e1, sebest\u0159edn\u00e1 a v\u00fd\u0159e\u010dn\u00e1 a nestyd\u00ed se za to. \u017divot s\u00a0n\u00ed je zaj\u00edmav\u00fd a vyz\u00fdvav\u00fd. Bez n\u00ed bych nebyla sama sebou. Inu, hor\u0161\u00ed j\u00e1 nemus\u00ed b\u00fdt zase o tolik hor\u0161\u00ed. Uzav\u0159ely jsme spolu p\u0159\u00edm\u011b\u0159\u00ed a n\u00e1\u0161 \u017eivot je z\u00e1bavn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Povypr\u00e1v\u00edm o tom p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u011b.<\/p>\n

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